so... extension version part 2.3... it all begin at.... clap clap clap*macam tu cinema punya bunyi*
that nite at cun yew house memang syok~ plan to wake up at 9 am + geh but... wake up at 10am+++ =.= so means no go to skool for extra class.... miss 2h of chemistry T____T anway, continue story... that morning we go yum cha at the duno wat shop.... me chun yew chan hui n kishan ( 4 mao lei) during eating breakfast... we chat a lot... mostly on politic.... bout msia, singapore n other... wa sai... if u all heard wat we chat.. u all 100 % agree that msia... not a very nice country... all sux in msia... American duno even where is msia.. they thought msia is a 3rd world country... the joke i heard from kishan is :
a fella from msia is chatting with a dude from America...
while chatting, the America dude feel weird n ask the fella from msia "hey y u can online? i thought u all are living in jungle? in jungle got internet" wa sai... if u r the msia fella... how u going to reply? this show that mostly outside ppl duno where the hell is MALAYSIA... they noe bout SINGAPORE BUT not MALAYSIA... funny eh? n we chat bout nowadays prime minister... n many many other more... better dun write later gov come catch me =X
after that all of us went rumah... but i go leisure lar coz kena ajak by ex gf =X
theorically speaking, i kena dump by agak last 1 or 2 week ago, now den go see her... this action is weird or stupid or both O.o? but anyway, go see ha her also gud geh... noe ha how she doing... the result is : she fat liao a bit which is gud , hair messy messy but look leng, happy n healthy... at first is kinda weird de... coz onli me n her......... at secret recipe.......... eating cake........... right....... eating cakes......... =.=lll the suasana like a bit bit weird.... coz we not gf n bf liao but we still chat normally n laugh happily... but still..... how to explain..... zhong zhi the feeling is very pelik lar..... when i see her i think bout wat we did together last time when go out pak tor for eg hold hand or hug or etc etc etc.... now jux like kawan kawan hang out.... think liao pun sad lar coz i normal boi =(
den suddenly i heard sum1 say oi???? wa lek... is jordan with his fren.... they at leisure.... i look at jordan punya muka he look surprise coz me n her at secret recipe there makan cake.... he think we both together back? NO JORDAN WE ARE NOT... WE JUST KAWAN... KAWAN!!! haha.... 2 of us is jux strange... so den she call her kawan mali lor... name is LCM ( idendification for him) the suasana also not that "cold" or weird liao coz macam ni onli like kawan hang out... that day nuthing much happen ba... just like a normal day... but still the memory of go out with her in the past months is still in my memory.... a few kelip mata den a few month n weeks past liao... i thought onli for old ppl zham ha ngan zhao gei lin.... for a sad boi is also the same geh.... HAAAAAAAAAAIZ....
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
wee~ syoknya...
today is 26 may....
today syok day coz go overnite at chun yew house :)
but first at morning nid go skool for extra class =.= <---- sux
all pun normal... sum olang no come to the extra class.... even better... less noise... kaka...
today hav err.... kimia, bio n add math... kinda syok though holiday also find fren n chat chat... kaka.... after that me, chun yew, chan hui n chun seng pergi ampang... by the time we reach, coz chun yew n chan hui nid go tuition at 5 pm... me n chun seng pergi cc...
that time is bout 3pm + sux coz cant sms "sumone" that time... hp bo lui liao T____T anyway, when in cc... i realise sumthing... wa sai... too si beh long no go cyber cafe liao... me n chun seng main dota... but play 1 round onli coz dam sien... if last time, wa play till dun nid go back or eat.... wats happening to me O.o
after that we go to universal tuition center n wait chun yew n chan hui... at 7 pm, got a few leng lui n chu pa come out from the classes in the tuition center... wa lek... chun yew n chan hui tell me who is hao po , bao lu kuang, n duin fu mui...
the best moment that day is at nite... we 5, chan hui, chun yew, me , chun seng n kishan pergi makan... syok if a gang like this go eat n chat.... i wish the time will jux there n freeze coz memang is syok... den after that ben lai wan go to chun seng house de... but go till =(
so at 11 pm +, we go yum cha... kishan bo lai coz he say he si beh tired ( duno real or not ) haha... so left me, chan hui n chun yew yum cha at bistro... sama also we chat a lot.. apa pun chat n share share secret... laughter can be heard by miles away... keke.... den bout 12 am +, we go 7-11 buy a few cans of beer n go back drink... total of 4calsberg, 2 guniess stout n 1 shandy... macam ni pun sudah rm 49.90 si beh kui... but is nvm coz not always n i rarely go ampang there overnite....
it was dam fun at chun yew house watch singaporean movie n drink beer.... till 3 am +++ onli go oioi... wooooooooooo~ syok.... the next day after dat : to be continue... extension version part 2.3
today syok day coz go overnite at chun yew house :)
but first at morning nid go skool for extra class =.= <---- sux
all pun normal... sum olang no come to the extra class.... even better... less noise... kaka...
today hav err.... kimia, bio n add math... kinda syok though holiday also find fren n chat chat... kaka.... after that me, chun yew, chan hui n chun seng pergi ampang... by the time we reach, coz chun yew n chan hui nid go tuition at 5 pm... me n chun seng pergi cc...
that time is bout 3pm + sux coz cant sms "sumone" that time... hp bo lui liao T____T anyway, when in cc... i realise sumthing... wa sai... too si beh long no go cyber cafe liao... me n chun seng main dota... but play 1 round onli coz dam sien... if last time, wa play till dun nid go back or eat.... wats happening to me O.o
after that we go to universal tuition center n wait chun yew n chan hui... at 7 pm, got a few leng lui n chu pa come out from the classes in the tuition center... wa lek... chun yew n chan hui tell me who is hao po , bao lu kuang, n duin fu mui...
the best moment that day is at nite... we 5, chan hui, chun yew, me , chun seng n kishan pergi makan... syok if a gang like this go eat n chat.... i wish the time will jux there n freeze coz memang is syok... den after that ben lai wan go to chun seng house de... but go till =(
so at 11 pm +, we go yum cha... kishan bo lai coz he say he si beh tired ( duno real or not ) haha... so left me, chan hui n chun yew yum cha at bistro... sama also we chat a lot.. apa pun chat n share share secret... laughter can be heard by miles away... keke.... den bout 12 am +, we go 7-11 buy a few cans of beer n go back drink... total of 4calsberg, 2 guniess stout n 1 shandy... macam ni pun sudah rm 49.90 si beh kui... but is nvm coz not always n i rarely go ampang there overnite....
it was dam fun at chun yew house watch singaporean movie n drink beer.... till 3 am +++ onli go oioi... wooooooooooo~ syok.... the next day after dat : to be continue... extension version part 2.3
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Gembila N Sad Hali
Hali ini is gembila day... Coz in class got satu girl birthday... She's my brudder, Lei J Ren ( cantonese nama, real name Lee Jaren) today she another tahun older liao.... prove? today i pluck "a" white hair from her kepala... unbelievable... the day b4 i saw tiada white hair... her hali jadi den got satu white hair liao... cham cham XD today tu mee buy the duno wat newyork cheese from secret recipe... taste macam err fat... but is nice... keke.... i mau wish again U LEE JAR REN ( chinse name) HAR PII BIRD DEH 2 EUUUU !!! brudder-brudder sentiasa :D
but den... when c ing a kawan bird deh... remind me of sumthing... Last tahun in s.s.s... LAST!!! been there studying for macam 9 years including tahun ni... kinda feel keberatan... make many new kawan here... i rather be in skool den in rumah... skool banyak to main n chat with brudder n fren n kawan.... so after tahun ni... selepas spm... less meeting them huh... NOOOOOOOOOOO~ but time wont stop... life will cont n spm will come n kami akan pisah pisah... sadih.... next masa ada kereta ( i wan bugetti veron from wolkswagon) sure find them go yum cha.... a few life theory i hav learn in this past tahun... the thoery is... No girlfriend or boyfriend nevermind laaarrr... got fren fren wat :D fren = sangat important dalam life... without them lu pergi skool macam no go till... the gud old time back when i was jr in sekolah... syok... apa pun dun nid worry... homework = no nid do = kena denda but nevermind la.... main main dengan kawan sepanjang masa... exam even best... no nid study in class... jux ambil exam n pergi when time up =) now all diff liao lor... apa pun mau study... apa pun mau serious... so leh... still got ada bout 5 or 6 month till spm... in dalam this 5 or 6 bulan, i will always remember de no matter apa pun sekali happen... BRUDDER N FREN ROCK! GF ROCK ALSO ( but now currently single n available)
the next person who birthday in my class is err.... jordan... this sat... tengok apa plan dulu tml go skool king with fren go manar wet... feel going to watch budak neraka II, kam pai sor-ji-ah ( hellboy II, the golden army) macam nice... keke...
Plan for next 2 week holiday:
1.play maple till lvl 120 be crossbowmaster...
2.yum cha dengan kawan so wont sien in rumah...
3.go for extra class in skool ( terpaksa if not cant follow sylabus)
4.go out basah basah for mayb 2 or 3 times...
5.do kerja rumah ( go skool copy)
6.plan wat to do
7.watch ASTRO ON DEMAND... TAI JOR MEI LEI DEI???
8.go overnite at rumah chun yew coz of extra class
9.tuition add math bio n physic...
10.revise n study for exam ( put at last coz probably i wont do :) )
who r reading this, i advise u all go buy marmee n makan... marmee now adays nice to eat... duno y... the packet wrote cholesterol free n stuff... more healthy? SO BUY MARMEE N TRY NOW...
wee~
but den... when c ing a kawan bird deh... remind me of sumthing... Last tahun in s.s.s... LAST!!! been there studying for macam 9 years including tahun ni... kinda feel keberatan... make many new kawan here... i rather be in skool den in rumah... skool banyak to main n chat with brudder n fren n kawan.... so after tahun ni... selepas spm... less meeting them huh... NOOOOOOOOOOO~ but time wont stop... life will cont n spm will come n kami akan pisah pisah... sadih.... next masa ada kereta ( i wan bugetti veron from wolkswagon) sure find them go yum cha.... a few life theory i hav learn in this past tahun... the thoery is... No girlfriend or boyfriend nevermind laaarrr... got fren fren wat :D fren = sangat important dalam life... without them lu pergi skool macam no go till... the gud old time back when i was jr in sekolah... syok... apa pun dun nid worry... homework = no nid do = kena denda but nevermind la.... main main dengan kawan sepanjang masa... exam even best... no nid study in class... jux ambil exam n pergi when time up =) now all diff liao lor... apa pun mau study... apa pun mau serious... so leh... still got ada bout 5 or 6 month till spm... in dalam this 5 or 6 bulan, i will always remember de no matter apa pun sekali happen... BRUDDER N FREN ROCK! GF ROCK ALSO ( but now currently single n available)
the next person who birthday in my class is err.... jordan... this sat... tengok apa plan dulu tml go skool king with fren go manar wet... feel going to watch budak neraka II, kam pai sor-ji-ah ( hellboy II, the golden army) macam nice... keke...
Plan for next 2 week holiday:
1.play maple till lvl 120 be crossbowmaster...
2.yum cha dengan kawan so wont sien in rumah...
3.go for extra class in skool ( terpaksa if not cant follow sylabus)
4.go out basah basah for mayb 2 or 3 times...
5.do kerja rumah ( go skool copy)
6.plan wat to do
7.watch ASTRO ON DEMAND... TAI JOR MEI LEI DEI???
8.go overnite at rumah chun yew coz of extra class
9.tuition add math bio n physic...
10.revise n study for exam ( put at last coz probably i wont do :) )
who r reading this, i advise u all go buy marmee n makan... marmee now adays nice to eat... duno y... the packet wrote cholesterol free n stuff... more healthy? SO BUY MARMEE N TRY NOW...
wee~
Friday, May 16, 2008
wat is going on... i really duno... it all is very sudden
where to start...
lets start from the part where my gf, kwan lian, dump me on 15 may for a very inlogic reason...
when i first receive the sms from her in skool... i was shock...
i thought she was jux playing coz the nite b4 we were having sa fa cheong...
but... it is true... dam true...
this is wat she wrote :
i got something to tell u, hope u dun mind... actually 1 month ago i found that i not tat love u as before... i doesnt care n love u much... i duno the reason n oso duno how to tell u.. i decide to tell u now althought mayb will get hurt coz i think that u should be noe about this... n i decided to break up, it meaningless if physically i still couple with u but my heart doesnt love u... i think single life is better for me now... before the promise is coz that time i feel confident that i will love u forever, but now i realise that is actually not... wad has pass jux let it be a memory... sorry for anything i did wrong in this period n thanks for all from my sincere heart... wish u stay well...
when i knew it is true... i jux feel down... no mood n looking for answer... wat jux happen between me n her... we were fine n loving ytd, last week n last month n last year... i beg her not to do this to me... i will try to change if she dun like... i beg her not to break up with me coz i very love her to the max...
at skool... mee kuan was the first to noe... the 2nd was jaren... jaren try to cheer me up when i was alone in the class jux sitting n trying to noe was is going on....
she told me the first reason of breaking up is she hav no feel... i ask her y so sudden no feel... she ans me she hav no feel toward me since we hug at ts which happen at 1 month ago... that time was the day me n her celebrate my birthday... she is very happy on that day... after we hug, i can feel that she is very very happy... on that day, we sms n chat, all the thing we chat, none were giving me hint bout she hav no feel... on evening on the day we break, she told me actually that time at ts still hav feel... i very blur... i really duno wat is she talking... suddenly no den got...
it was her who add me in frendster... is was her to accpet me when i first ask her to be my gf... n it was also her who say break up.. wat is also her... how bout me... she was dare enough to couple with an outsider like me... we be couple throught net n didnt see face to face at first...
on may 15... i try to find ans... wat i got is all useless ans... she call me to go back b4 the time b4 we be couple n be frens... HOW CAN I DO THAT... we been together from july 2 2007 till may 14 2008... we hav really gone through a lot n chat everything... she noe me well n i noe her well den her family or frens... how could she break with me...
in that hour of i begging her so i can change her mind, it was tought moment... all she say was all jux sorry sorry sorry... i ask her question, she jux say duno duno duno... DAMMIT... for almost 11 month we been through... dun u think is wasted? all the thing we hav promise n share... dun u think is wasted? i love u so much... n wat i got in the end.. being dump from the one who proimse wont say break up coz wan be with me forever...
i try to call her... she dun wan ans coz duno wat to say... this is very funny... she dare to send break up msg to me but not dare to ans my call... y? anyone noe? if the only one who is is kwan lian... she jux dun dare to face me... she even call me to look infront n not u turn... how can i do it when she dun even dare to face me? there she call me to cheer up n be fren...
in the end... wat i say are useless... i cant tam her back... n she took it very easy... not even as sad n suffer as me... she jux say thanks for this period of coupling... she even say if u wan me happy... let me go... HOW BOUT ME... DO I LOOK HAPPY TO U KWAN LIAN?!!? this is not the gal i noe... how can she be that cruel n selfish... wat is happen to u? if u r stressing from exam.. u can jux tell me... i will noe wat to do... but y u hav to break.. y... i really duno...
from the moment she break with me... i jux cry n sad... i read the msg again n again... i read the past msg she send to me... it was all fine n happy moment.. i really cant believe it n accept it... i feel like dying... all i wish is jux a gf who ngam me... i had it... now it was all lost... now me n her is jux best fren...
i very miss her... i miss her saying of "i sleep lor dar..." i miss her saying of "muacks" i jux miss everything bout her... i ask her r u sad? she reply me still ok... she really hav hurt me this time...
i hav done many for her... for example... i wait her sleep i onli sleep... she revise for exam i waited for her... i less on msn or frendster or maple ( online game ) coz of her... during the month we been together, a few gals ask me can they be my gf? wat i ans? i ans NO coz of who? IS U KWAN LIAN.. COZ OF U... wat if that time i dump u n rather choose them? how will u feel? u will hate me for life coz after wat we promise... n if i ans u no feel den how? how will u react? reader of my blog try think if this happen to u... how will u feel? Kwan lian please think.. if is me who say no feel n wan break... u will noe wat is suffer in hell... if i do this, u will got hurt very much... the reason i didnt say yes to those gal is y? coz i feel i very love u n i got the responsible as a bf.. i cant be cruel n selfish... in maple, i feel like finding a maple gf and marry.. but i didnt do that.. coz of wat? I M WAITING FOR U TO PLAY N MARRY ME IN THE GAME FOR GOD SAKE... i even less on frendster n noe other gals so u wont jealous n think other... i jux wan focus in u n chatting with u... i hav even make u gan dong till cry for a few time jux through sms... wat i got in the end for treating u that nice... i got dump by u... can u think of the moment we share n gone through? feel dun jux go away... all prob can be chat... y u r not giving me 1 more chance... all ppl deserve 1 more chance... U no that when my fren n mei noe bout this, all of them very hate u n shock? they dun think u r tis type of cold hearted person... sum curse u n sum feel like beating u.. u noe wat i say to them? i say she is stressing from exam... spm is coming... i will try to pujuk her.. for wat u hav done... i still helping u... my frens n mui call me forget bout u... i say no.. i really cant do it... how stupid m i...
kwan lian is very special girl to me... i dun even dare to angry at her... for example she always fall asleep when chatting... i didnt angry at her... i jux wait her at morning n tell her is ok... no nid worry i angry u... got once when she fall alseep, i thought wan to break with her or not... but no.. i didnt break with her.. even thought is her fault.. but i hav kept my promise not to break... coz i love her too much... wat she wrote to me in sms for the past month when she say she hav no feel to me... all of it i can feel she is very loving n caring.. no sign of no feel... there r tone of thing we chat for the past month... none of it were giving me a dam clue of breaking up n no feel... all very sudden...
i hav treat u the best i could ever give n u dump me... this is very selfish.. i noe the kwan lian is not like this... u r my first love... i try my best to make u happy n cheer u up everytime u r down... i waited for u n forgive each time u fall asleep... i care u so much.. wat i told u to do n not is all for ur own gud n health... i got scold by parent for always going out.. y? y i do this? IS ALL BECAUSE OF U KWAN LIAN!! we even promise to take out the lolipop u buy for me as memory if we do marry in the future... now wat happen... dream shatter... i plan to take driving license even i hav a fight with parent... i wan u to be the first who sit in my car so i can fetch u to the place u like... wat i wish n dream... all jux shatter into the pieces of dust...
i very love u kwan lian.. i really do... i jux cant forget n cont living without u... if can... i jux wan go back to the past n freeze the time... so i can enjoy every moment with u n never go away... i m a sentimental boy.. i hav feeling... y u do this to me... u hav promise to me... rule r mean to be broken , not promise.... where to find a gal such like u... in the galaxy or the universal... onli got 1 Kwan Lian to me... if i were given 3 wishes... i would wish u live longer den me... 2nd, i wish u r alwasy happy when together with me... n 3rd, i wish the time will never move on... we hav our first hug, kisses n hold hand together... me n her couple is also the first time.. now she jux wan single life... y...i cant find the ans to the question i m wondering... u impact my life too much... i been a fool all this long... jux dreaming n staring to the sky... wat i hav did n been through... all i got is got break from the one who love me...
i really hav try my best... i really did... i can be gal's dream bf... i be for u kwan lian... who dun wan to be treated nice.. i hav treated u the best... i follow watever u say... all jux happen too fast...
i hav wrote this blog for an hour... my eye were red n i been crying since she say break up with me... i kip remember the time we been together... i really wan u to giv me a second chance... please kwan lian... please... feel really dun jux go away... i wan to be with u again...spm is important.. so r u kwan lian... stress can make a person do many regretful things... for all the reader who r reading... can u leave a person who u love very much n u hav done many thing to n becoz of u?
i will end it here... i very suffer now... i jux wan to say n prove to u kwan lian... I LOVE U FROM DEEP DEEP DEEP OF MY LITTLE HEART!!
lets start from the part where my gf, kwan lian, dump me on 15 may for a very inlogic reason...
when i first receive the sms from her in skool... i was shock...
i thought she was jux playing coz the nite b4 we were having sa fa cheong...
but... it is true... dam true...
this is wat she wrote :
i got something to tell u, hope u dun mind... actually 1 month ago i found that i not tat love u as before... i doesnt care n love u much... i duno the reason n oso duno how to tell u.. i decide to tell u now althought mayb will get hurt coz i think that u should be noe about this... n i decided to break up, it meaningless if physically i still couple with u but my heart doesnt love u... i think single life is better for me now... before the promise is coz that time i feel confident that i will love u forever, but now i realise that is actually not... wad has pass jux let it be a memory... sorry for anything i did wrong in this period n thanks for all from my sincere heart... wish u stay well...
when i knew it is true... i jux feel down... no mood n looking for answer... wat jux happen between me n her... we were fine n loving ytd, last week n last month n last year... i beg her not to do this to me... i will try to change if she dun like... i beg her not to break up with me coz i very love her to the max...
at skool... mee kuan was the first to noe... the 2nd was jaren... jaren try to cheer me up when i was alone in the class jux sitting n trying to noe was is going on....
she told me the first reason of breaking up is she hav no feel... i ask her y so sudden no feel... she ans me she hav no feel toward me since we hug at ts which happen at 1 month ago... that time was the day me n her celebrate my birthday... she is very happy on that day... after we hug, i can feel that she is very very happy... on that day, we sms n chat, all the thing we chat, none were giving me hint bout she hav no feel... on evening on the day we break, she told me actually that time at ts still hav feel... i very blur... i really duno wat is she talking... suddenly no den got...
it was her who add me in frendster... is was her to accpet me when i first ask her to be my gf... n it was also her who say break up.. wat is also her... how bout me... she was dare enough to couple with an outsider like me... we be couple throught net n didnt see face to face at first...
on may 15... i try to find ans... wat i got is all useless ans... she call me to go back b4 the time b4 we be couple n be frens... HOW CAN I DO THAT... we been together from july 2 2007 till may 14 2008... we hav really gone through a lot n chat everything... she noe me well n i noe her well den her family or frens... how could she break with me...
in that hour of i begging her so i can change her mind, it was tought moment... all she say was all jux sorry sorry sorry... i ask her question, she jux say duno duno duno... DAMMIT... for almost 11 month we been through... dun u think is wasted? all the thing we hav promise n share... dun u think is wasted? i love u so much... n wat i got in the end.. being dump from the one who proimse wont say break up coz wan be with me forever...
i try to call her... she dun wan ans coz duno wat to say... this is very funny... she dare to send break up msg to me but not dare to ans my call... y? anyone noe? if the only one who is is kwan lian... she jux dun dare to face me... she even call me to look infront n not u turn... how can i do it when she dun even dare to face me? there she call me to cheer up n be fren...
in the end... wat i say are useless... i cant tam her back... n she took it very easy... not even as sad n suffer as me... she jux say thanks for this period of coupling... she even say if u wan me happy... let me go... HOW BOUT ME... DO I LOOK HAPPY TO U KWAN LIAN?!!? this is not the gal i noe... how can she be that cruel n selfish... wat is happen to u? if u r stressing from exam.. u can jux tell me... i will noe wat to do... but y u hav to break.. y... i really duno...
from the moment she break with me... i jux cry n sad... i read the msg again n again... i read the past msg she send to me... it was all fine n happy moment.. i really cant believe it n accept it... i feel like dying... all i wish is jux a gf who ngam me... i had it... now it was all lost... now me n her is jux best fren...
i very miss her... i miss her saying of "i sleep lor dar..." i miss her saying of "muacks" i jux miss everything bout her... i ask her r u sad? she reply me still ok... she really hav hurt me this time...
i hav done many for her... for example... i wait her sleep i onli sleep... she revise for exam i waited for her... i less on msn or frendster or maple ( online game ) coz of her... during the month we been together, a few gals ask me can they be my gf? wat i ans? i ans NO coz of who? IS U KWAN LIAN.. COZ OF U... wat if that time i dump u n rather choose them? how will u feel? u will hate me for life coz after wat we promise... n if i ans u no feel den how? how will u react? reader of my blog try think if this happen to u... how will u feel? Kwan lian please think.. if is me who say no feel n wan break... u will noe wat is suffer in hell... if i do this, u will got hurt very much... the reason i didnt say yes to those gal is y? coz i feel i very love u n i got the responsible as a bf.. i cant be cruel n selfish... in maple, i feel like finding a maple gf and marry.. but i didnt do that.. coz of wat? I M WAITING FOR U TO PLAY N MARRY ME IN THE GAME FOR GOD SAKE... i even less on frendster n noe other gals so u wont jealous n think other... i jux wan focus in u n chatting with u... i hav even make u gan dong till cry for a few time jux through sms... wat i got in the end for treating u that nice... i got dump by u... can u think of the moment we share n gone through? feel dun jux go away... all prob can be chat... y u r not giving me 1 more chance... all ppl deserve 1 more chance... U no that when my fren n mei noe bout this, all of them very hate u n shock? they dun think u r tis type of cold hearted person... sum curse u n sum feel like beating u.. u noe wat i say to them? i say she is stressing from exam... spm is coming... i will try to pujuk her.. for wat u hav done... i still helping u... my frens n mui call me forget bout u... i say no.. i really cant do it... how stupid m i...
kwan lian is very special girl to me... i dun even dare to angry at her... for example she always fall asleep when chatting... i didnt angry at her... i jux wait her at morning n tell her is ok... no nid worry i angry u... got once when she fall alseep, i thought wan to break with her or not... but no.. i didnt break with her.. even thought is her fault.. but i hav kept my promise not to break... coz i love her too much... wat she wrote to me in sms for the past month when she say she hav no feel to me... all of it i can feel she is very loving n caring.. no sign of no feel... there r tone of thing we chat for the past month... none of it were giving me a dam clue of breaking up n no feel... all very sudden...
i hav treat u the best i could ever give n u dump me... this is very selfish.. i noe the kwan lian is not like this... u r my first love... i try my best to make u happy n cheer u up everytime u r down... i waited for u n forgive each time u fall asleep... i care u so much.. wat i told u to do n not is all for ur own gud n health... i got scold by parent for always going out.. y? y i do this? IS ALL BECAUSE OF U KWAN LIAN!! we even promise to take out the lolipop u buy for me as memory if we do marry in the future... now wat happen... dream shatter... i plan to take driving license even i hav a fight with parent... i wan u to be the first who sit in my car so i can fetch u to the place u like... wat i wish n dream... all jux shatter into the pieces of dust...
i very love u kwan lian.. i really do... i jux cant forget n cont living without u... if can... i jux wan go back to the past n freeze the time... so i can enjoy every moment with u n never go away... i m a sentimental boy.. i hav feeling... y u do this to me... u hav promise to me... rule r mean to be broken , not promise.... where to find a gal such like u... in the galaxy or the universal... onli got 1 Kwan Lian to me... if i were given 3 wishes... i would wish u live longer den me... 2nd, i wish u r alwasy happy when together with me... n 3rd, i wish the time will never move on... we hav our first hug, kisses n hold hand together... me n her couple is also the first time.. now she jux wan single life... y...i cant find the ans to the question i m wondering... u impact my life too much... i been a fool all this long... jux dreaming n staring to the sky... wat i hav did n been through... all i got is got break from the one who love me...
i really hav try my best... i really did... i can be gal's dream bf... i be for u kwan lian... who dun wan to be treated nice.. i hav treated u the best... i follow watever u say... all jux happen too fast...
i hav wrote this blog for an hour... my eye were red n i been crying since she say break up with me... i kip remember the time we been together... i really wan u to giv me a second chance... please kwan lian... please... feel really dun jux go away... i wan to be with u again...spm is important.. so r u kwan lian... stress can make a person do many regretful things... for all the reader who r reading... can u leave a person who u love very much n u hav done many thing to n becoz of u?
i will end it here... i very suffer now... i jux wan to say n prove to u kwan lian... I LOVE U FROM DEEP DEEP DEEP OF MY LITTLE HEART!!
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